Sleep Tight

She is finally asleep after a really rough day. It started out alright with just a few awkward incidents. She made Dad's cereal and added sugar twice, taking forever to slice a banana and then went and sat down asking why I hadn't made her cereal too, after she said she didn't want any. By mid morning the temper flares were so bad I called her sister in North Dakota as a distraction she usually likes. It helped a little. We made soup and sandwiches for lunch and that went well. But I got busy and didn't hear her slip away next door. My niece came to find me to say she was at their house hysterical. I went over and she feels like no one wants her or loves her. And once again as everyday she wanted to go home to the illusive home she doesn't know where, but not the real home where she lives. It's almost like a reference to Heaven but she says no it is her real home, she just doesn't know where it is, but they are waiting for her there. She also thinks she is babysitting someone but not sure who or where. I asked her to help me with dinner. And she was good. Then she fell asleep in her chair. Dad's getting her into bed. Another day in lala land. God grant me the serenity...